I stay at home and not work at all in this summer.

Well, I just graduated from my college in June. I have not found a job yet.

I always feel lost. What should I do? What can I do?

When I was a child, I wanted to study animals and be a doctor for animals. I love animals.

Before I attended college, I wanted to learn Germen, but my parents didn't agree with that. It was terrible! I am always controlled by them. I even went to college in the same city I live. I have very few opportunities to travel anywhere. I am like a little flower being protected and controlled in the greenhouse that built by my parents. I don't have a will of my own. I want to go somewhere else, but I am afraid. 

I think I lost my confidence. :(