It's hard to fall in love with the wrong one. It's easy to fall in love but it's hard to move on. I don't know (girl) but, it's hard especially if you really love him/her, right? How will I do it, girl? He/she is already in US. We even lost communication. Before, we were still able to chat. But suddenly it was gone..even his Facebook (account) was gone. Maybe that's the way it should be, I can't be a martyr for life (forever). It hurts but I should accept it. Thanks for the advice. I seems that I'll indeed be enlightened.