What does it mean?
너 없이 가까스로 한동안 버티겠지
엉망으로 너 없는 시간들을
그러다 네 소식에
잘 지낸단 말에 무너지듯
못 견디게 그립고 못 견디게 밉겠지

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I'll barely make it without you for a while.
You know, I've been having a terrible time without you.
And then when I heard about you,
I'll not be happy to hear that you're doing great.
I can't stand to miss you and to hate you