If one were to ask me whether I would prefer life to have changes or be in a rut, I would answer that I am truly looking for a peaceful daily life even though it might not seem to be the case. Unfortunately, I suffer from mental health issues that make my life (and my partner's life as well) a bit chaotic. However I thrive to be more stable and I am glad to report that I have had some very tranquil weeks lately even though I went through a lot of negative emotions.