These days I feel like a firewood which stopped buring. I have a goal and I know I have to do it, but I don't think I have any passion. I need not the motivation to do it but the kind of passion that boils up. It seems that something else is no longer happening because it has already been used up. I think I've burned a couple of times in my life. I don't know what I'm gonna burn next time. Now I feel like I'm just doing hard on what I have to do. Especially when it comes to the languages.