Happy birthday to myself Today is my birthday. Since those years, i hadn't once birthday party. No present. no bless sms.No party. I really want i can hear someone say happy birthday to me.

In 2014the First snow The First snow Comes quietly. The autumn leaves haven't fall all, the winter worried want to Come. The weather becomes cold suddenly .it will be a long times coldly and can't see grassiness .when This times coming. I fell no good. Because i really really Don't like cold weather.

I want really partner I maybe one years since i sign on Italki. I want meet someone learning together chatting together. I wish i can find someone be my friends. But it seemed difficult. I want an Good relationship. talk about eachothers life happy or sadness .some people talk with me once.then disappear.i want to ask if you really want to learning language? if you really want to find an good partner to talk about? i want an honest And long lasting relationship. Please if you sure contact with me.

Still up I am losing sleep.I am still up.

Lonely I am tired. I am feeling Lonely. I am sad. Don't want to talk more. I had no friends.

Yes , it's right In one's life,there should be at lea st 2 times of impulses.One time f orget one's own for love. And the other time take leave with out delay for a journey.

Facing the sea, Feeling spring opening From tomorrow on, Be a happy one, Facing the sea, Feeling spring opening！ Talk With Old Folk , you will gains more . A woman who is nearly 80 years old , She talking about her old days , talking about her husband ,about they plain life ,plain everyday ,plain whole of her life …since her husband died , she buy a house at her husband's hometown , it's an house facing the sea , she been in there two months in one year, she going there by bus about 6 hours at her so older age , she sitting in front of the house , watching the sea , imaging the scene of her husband swimming when he was early youth appearance....she missing her husband , but she said that they had so prosaic life … Yes , i know , that is life , is everyday , what is "love"? What is "happiness "? it's not always exciting , not always happy , not always sadness …it's Normal life , is he accompany you every flat days . I've never seen the sea . I wish i have an house facing the sea too , and I wish i should meeting some one who willing accompany me spend whole life softly-softly , who willing sitting with me in front of the sea , see the beautiful sunrise and sunset . Live through monotonous life . Facing the sea , feeling spring opening!

success Yesterday is the dragon boat festival , every household should pack dumplings on this day , , Chinese called "zong zi ", infact i don't know how to make it , but yesterday , i want to trying .First i gets the ways on net , and find "tools ", made it need "stones. ", stones will made "zong zi "more compaction . Spend one hours , it's finished , .my mum taste one , said that's very good , i cant believe , is my first tim do it , so i taste , i am sure , is nice , really delicious , i cant believe my first time made "zong zi ", is success.

feeling down again I am feeling down again! OMG! I want swear at people . I didnt know how to swear in English . Unuttetable depression .