ARAYIŞ Hiç bitimsiz bir arayış içimdeki ... yarından gizlenen geçmişten kaçan bugününü yakan . Ziyan edilen ne varsa çabamda hepsini yitirilmişliğe bıraktım ... yani insanın hep bir çöplüğü yitiklerle dolu köşesi var içinde . işte hep bundan arayışı yenilenmek yitirdiklerini kurtarmak için ....

Environmental change I came back to turkey . my city (marmaris ) welcomed warmly . But something made me gloomy . ıf someone live long time another city , everything can change day by day . ı feel that ı am half in marmaris half in london . how can ı get used to marmaris life ? nowadays ı am so confused because of changing ... Marmaris had a beatiful weather but today it is raining . when winter comes , marmaris looks like a dead area but summer time is amazing in marmaris . ı need to advises...

COMBAT RACISM I have never understood some people who has superiority complex. Because everbody should have equal opportunities in all over the world. Economic changes can make hard our life but it is not big determinant for who we are. Everybody has a same smile , tears , anger , sorrow .... SO you are the same as everybody else. Life is short why we make difficult our life with discrimination. Our hearts dont have colours , religions , nationalities , gender , MONEY ... I enjoy my life when I thought that " I am just human without every discrimination. Peaceful life is easy IF we can see every thinkings without superiority complexes ...

UNDERGROUND LIFE IN LONDON Life shows something for us . I realised different life in the underground. I go to college every morning and come back every evening by tube. People usually has stress when they go to their work . And they dont have too much time for preparing to start day. some wowen start to make up ; some wowen change their shoes. some people eat breakfast others drink coffee. Large majority read books or newspaper another part listen to musıc . All people has different type of thinking and stress . I realise underground life like a house life. Our bedroom or living room . because we cant do anything about our job , our friends , our activity when we are in the tube. we must to wait for arriving our destination. In other words our communication life is stopping and our special life is starting .... Because we stay only with ourselves. And we make use of time well in the tube . I can see all worlds in the tube . Lots of nationality and Lots of religion , Lots of life-styles are together. It is amazing and i think it is special for London. London embraces all differences and gives us tolerance. In other saying human is human . ı wish people can give tolerance eachother all over the world :) Like a underground life because we live ın definite time and we are waiting our last stop . we cant spend waste time we can give our respect and tolerance to whole humanity :D

SIKINTI İnsan bazen yersiz yere sıkılıyor.Belki de her sıkıntının bir sebebi vardır. En çokta hayatımızda yenilik olmadıkça sıkılırız. Mesele bugün alışveriş yapmak için dışarı çıktım. Aslında alışveriş bahanem oldu. Ben sadece içimdeki bu sıkıntılı halden kurtulmak istedim. Hava yine yağmurluydu . Ama ben aldırmadım . Hava soğukta olsa evdeki yalnızlığıma son vermiş oldum.

RAIN AND HAPPINESS :) everybody usually thinks about rain's bad effect . whenas rain gives us romantic, calming feelings . when ı sit near the window with cup of tea ,ı feel peaceful .maybe this is psychological effect. maybe it is sense of security. because ı am not outside ı dont feel cold but ı can bear witness to cold and ı am at the home , this gives me security feelings. so ı feel happy with feeling of trust. :) :) ı must think positive .. Lodon life is raining all the time . So ı try to see good part .

YOLCULUK ne zaman yolculuk vakti gelse ; hem hüzün hem heyecan birlikte yaşanır. En çokta hoşcakal demek zordur oysa merhaba demek her zaman kolay olmuştur . Birisinde gidiş ötekisinde varış vardır. Ama bazen insan giden bir kalan gibidir ve kalan bir giden ...

faith and love !!!

someone makes you peaceful because  give you power of faith and power of love ....   is it correct or not ?

TİME .... ZAMAN Time is like a water , sometimes glassy sometimes stormy ... And we cant say it "please stop ". when we feel hurt or feel so happy , we want to be frozen in that time. so we want to stop the time . Time makes a game for us and we dont realise it. Because we can avoid to think about it . Because ıf we start to think about it , we can feel regret ... we are not perfect , all people lost at least one thing . on the other hand we have lots of good things . why do we look at empty side in the glass .? ıf we could see full part , we would be happy all our life .... so time is passing like a water , like a wind .... but we have full side in the glass , we can fall down but we should not give up our hope .. when the morning come , we should see our face on the mirror with smiles and we should say that " God give us piece of love in my heart ,this love give me power and ı know where there's life there's hope" ....