first entry on italki it's my first time getting to know here! I've never known its existence, and i want to keep practicing my English ability by exploiting this website..... but i'm too idle to continue.... i hope i exert myself. recently i worry about whether i should take a toefl test or not. i've thought that if i study hard, i can get enough grades to apply exchange students, but it wasn't as easy as i imagine. this arduous test asked me to produce better results in limited time, which makes me nearly choke. how come it is so difficult to express my own idea and summarize main topics and details? just lack of ability? i have no idea. i want to go graduate school as well. in order to attend it, toefl is mandatory. ergh i might as well study it now.