Hard time occurred. My last note was wrote four days ago. There was many troubles happening on this days. Some good events was happened too. I had repaired wash of windshield by my car. But how long my wife had been hating me? Is it all about the Past Tense? I think, I've missed something...

Learning tenses. I'm think about future every day. What the future will bring? I'm planning to wide my work expirience. I have printed all interesting pictures of verb tenses for studying. I've been trying to add this note fo 2 hours! Unbelievable!!! Is it all about present tense?

About grammar. Hello! The most difficult thing in English for me is the times. Past, present, future -- what may be easier? But present simple, present continuous, present perfect and so on and so on -- make me crazy :( I think that I must to do timeline(?) table, write required sentence and memorize it. Is it right? Where can I found that table for helping me?

Long, long day. I'm set the alarm for 9 AM. But being ready to stand up at 11 AM. It's not problem although just little sad for me. On work place I'm prepared the batteries holders for Friday's lesson. I'm glue holders and soldering wires. Not ended yet. Finish it tomorrow. An evening I'm coocking pilaf. The lamb meat was ready by Sunday and all that I need to do is to add a vegetables, species and rice. I'm make an experiment today: coocked rice ceparately from meat -- turned out very good!!! I like soldering and coocking :)

Delicious soup. I've made a delicious russian soup tomorrow. It's named rassol'nik (rassolenik?). And it have more pickles. A lot of time was spent on cooking, two hours probably. But result was worth it. Me and my family will eating delicious soup till wendsday. Are you want to know recipe?

Another day ended. This day was some understatement. St. Valentina's day, day of birth of my farther and mother-in-law. Day I'm worked and do practically nothing usefull. I'm little sad and little tired. Just seating now and listening English lessons on youtube...

Как преодолеть боязнь заговорить?

Учу английский.

Понимаю, практически всё, что слышу, если, конечно говорят членораздельно и не слишком быстро.
Но, вот, сформулировать и заговорить самому -- какая-то проблема.

Фразы формируются с трудом, нужные слова вылетают из головы.

Правда, когда нет иной возможности -- некоторые простые конструкции на языке появляются, но по прошествии времени, приходят мысли, типа, "Можно же было сказать вот так и вот так."
Как переключиться на иностранный язык в разговоре? 

New kids on the lesson. Hello! Today I'm start teaching new kids of "Making own robot". There were five. And they were different ages. Very hard to teach the kids of different age, sex, temperament and education level. But lesson was very interesting, although I'm say for their less, then I want.

Is it right phrase? Very common I'm not right speak the English phrase. And sometimes I want to correct it.