My speaking exam
I've taken an exam. It's a English speaking test and, as usually, my result is terrible. I know my speaking skill is bad but I'm too shy to go out to practise with a native speaker and even ask my friend to help. I think that the cause of this problem is my lack of self-confidence. I forgot all when the examiner started to ask question. My heart beat fast and my back shirt was sweaty. I didn't answer the question fluently and made many mistakes. After that, I have an argument with my friend and I felt that maybe she won't talk to me. In the test, the examiner asked us to do a conversation about tree cutting but time was running out. I interrupted her and said. And time was up. She told me that I had said too much and I had been selfish. But I thought that if I hadn't do that, there would be no chance for me to express my idea. However, she talked an idea and did I too. We are just different in the length of the detail. That's my day! You maybe think that why you don't change or something like that but to be honestly, I don't know how to talk to another. Most of time, I keep quiet because I don't know what to talk. It seems that I come from another planet so I can find common interests. I want to change but I need someone help me. :(((((