Feeling of living oversea
Living oversea is my dream when I was young. I eager to see the world to experience different culture. Due to financial and family issue, I couldn't do it when I was in college. After I graduated and worked for two years, I decided to quit my favorite job and go traveling. Then I buy one way ticket to Australia.
The first few months make me feel terrible. I feel excited to live alone but at the same time I also feel lonely. One way to deal with loneliness is make myself busy. I made my schedule as busy as possible. I work six days a week and go to church to learn English if not working. However, I sill feel lonely.
People said you will learned a lot when you travel by yourself because you will think a lot and know yourself more. I agree with it. There is one time when I was on the train heading to Gold Coast I couldn't stop cry, I want to figure out why I feel lonely but I couldn't. But I know I will always know the answer after give myself two days holiday to distract my mind. I went to Kayaking by myself, it's a bit boring but also interesting. Having fun with people who I met in hostel. Two days after, I got the answer. I need to make friends and learned how to make myself happy.
Now I write diary when ever I felt happy or sad which can help me to know myself more. Living oversea could be very lonely but it help me grow up to be more independent person who can deal with different situation.