Golden Week! I have 5 days off this golden week. And today is the 3rd day in it. I met my friends I hadn't seen for a while on the 1st day. Then we hung around, talked, ate and drunk soooo much. It really was a peaceful time with them... But! I've been feeling bad since yesterday. I think I drunk too much. That said, I'm on my way to a picnic now. And I'm pretty sure I'm going to drink a lot again.

Being a steady customer I visit Izakaya everyday. They give me special services every time I visit there. I love them! But I sometimes feel an unknown pressure coming from somewhere in my mind. Should I visit everyday? But, again I love them!!

Life is beautiful. I'm satisfied with my life. Even though I can't speak English. What am I expecting? Now I'm satisfied. No problem.

The routine I'm on my way home from work in the train. It's very crowded...There are sleeping people, reading people, chatting people,etc. l'm in a nirvana state of mind for some reason. I'm tired.

January in Japan It's the coldest season in Japan now. I usually work outside. So I wear many layers otherwise l'm going to freeze and die. But the wheather is nice these days. That's the only saving grace. I can't wait Spring coming...

Developing English speaking skill I take English lessons once a week. As usual l had one last Saturday. And as usual I couldn't speak very well. Why does this happen every single time? How come I can't spit out what I really want to speak? I have a lot to tell my teacher, I want to express myself, but I can't do it in a sentence. It's like I'm wandering in a maze... くやしいーーーーー！！！

There is no past, the future as well. My new year's resolution is "I will stop thinking a lot. I will just do what I can do." I found out being frustrated about my poor English is only a waste of time. I decided to look at the bright side.

Time flies horribly fast What is time? I don't know what it is. I know that it just goes by. I should organize myself and try harder. And to speak entirely, I wish the world were more peaceful this year. I don't want to go to work though.