The sun. The sun's shining on me, I can feel its sun rays through my clothes, on my skin. That feels so good, and I hardly can think back, when that was happen the last time ever. Too long ago, that I've seen you, too much time passed, since I could feel you. I close my eyes, I enjoy its heat, and it feels like, that I've never been aware, of my needing of you, my sun. I feel the sun on my face, I breath the scent of naq champa through my lungs, and I feel flashed, I feel happy, and right now, that all feels so beautiful, and I really love this moment of peace. That's my moment in a nutshell.

How do you use "have got" and "have"? This question, I've already asked in a comment, but since I didn't get any answers, I try again :) That's something I don't get! Does "I've got..", mean the exactly same thing like "I have"? And when do I use the one or the other? When I'm talking to ppl by texting, I've never read "I've got..", but then when I started to watch tv shows in English with subtitles, I often read and heard "I've got..", at least in that tv show. So, I'd appreciate if someone on here could explain it! :)

What are your experiences with Pimsleur? I just made the free lesson, and it was good to do while cooking. So I'm wondering how the further lessons are.. Can someone tell me about?

Tell me your favorite word in the language you're learning!

..and why it is! :) 

Does anyone read "The book of you"?

Giving up. Then when the sky is getting gray, the leaves becoming brown, the head of the flowers are sinking down, the wind on my skin is hurting me like fire, and the rain will never end, I can tell, I'm giving up. But there's still a shimmer in all this darkness, and yet I try, and try again. I'm a fighter, I am strong, and I know what it's worth to fight for it.. Do I really know, or do I just lie at myself? Then when the water cannot stop my thirst, when the sun cannot warmth my body, the look is becoming dead, the world stands still, and I'm drowning in my own protected fucking illusion, and there's just a dust of nothing, then.. I can tell you, I just gave up.

Wishes. I always had some wishes. Since I can think, I had some wishes. As a child the wishes were so unrealistic, like to be in a fairy tale, covered in a warm soft pinky cloud. Feeling free, feeling alive, feeling me, feeling myself. Without to pleasing someone, without to meet expectations. Just being me, and enjoy how's life meant to be. But how's life meant to be at all? I grew up, yet a grown woman. I had to please some expectations. Responsibility, that what it was called which made me this way. This way.. Which way? This way I am right now. Taking responsibility for my family, for myself, my life. But the wishes still are here. Wishes are big, wishes may still be unrealistic, but they are here. Right now. With me. In me. And even though those wishes are here, I'm not sure if those "wishes" really are wishes! Aren't they more hopes, or dreams, or even expectations? We all have our hopes and dreams. Hopes and dreams are necessary to bring me there where I want to be. It's important to give me the power to reach what I want in life, and it doesn't matter to me, if I'm successful or not. All what matters to me is this "power", this special power. Because if it doesn't meant to be, it won't happen anyway. And there we are, frustrated over things which we want so badly, but it just won't happen. Wishes, dreams, hopes are starting to appear again, to give us this power, to don't give up, and fight for things which are important to us. But.. But I think too, that sometimes it's better to replace all the wishes, hopes, dreams and expectations to acceptance instead. There are things in life you just can't change, things which are meant to be, things which are teaching you life. Have wishes, hopes, dreams, and expectations, but accept big. Wishes, hopes, dreams and expectations may give you this special power, but I think, that acceptance over big things, makes you satisfied.