I have constantly felt extremely stressed recently. I graduated me from one of the most reputable universities in my country. I also did get IELTS 7.0 for my own. Many said to me that I must get a decent job easily. But in actuality, NO. I've gotten into job interview hundreds of times but I all failed. I asked myself the reason and also consult others. I dont know what's wrong with me. Many says that I am good looking, well qualified so being unemployed is nearly impossible but it does happen. 

I did get into an interview in a so big company. In the first round, I was interviewed by Human resources staff. She was really friendly and tried to attract me by packages. But in the second round of the interview, everything changed completely differently. It conversed. At that time, I was interviewed by the direct manager or supervisor. Her attitudes towards me was terrible. During 30 minutes, she did not ask me any question, just insulting me constantly. At the first instance I sat down, she smirked: " Is the office nice? Is the view nice?" and continued " Your peers, they all must have gotten a job by now, right?" " Where do u live?" " Oh, you live in the countryside, you are so good when you get all these qualifications" " Now you are better than me but there are others better than you in the future" " Do you have boyfriend?" "The salary here is so low" " Can your current salary help you make ends meet?". 

Oh my god. I was silent during all 30 minutes of harassing and insulting like that. After that, I did also get into many other interviews. And in some of them, I also erncountered such similar malevolent people. One time, I applied for the position of secretary into an international company. No longer I had sat down in the receptionist area than I heard from the interior that "I have a friend. She is so pretty but she doesn't wanna be a secretary". She said with spiteful voice and meant to say it loud in order that I could hear it. 

Is it destiny? Is it right that no matter how hard you try, if the God does not want to bring good things to you, you still fail???