Is there any warm-hearted person who can explain what the difference with shelf and shelving? I first declare.. my intention is not advertisement or anything related to commerce. My teacher will ask me the question like as title. So I just want to know: if you want to buy a product like shelf, do you use shelf or shelving as keywords to search. I want to take this as my answer if my teacher really ask me. because I really don know what the difference between the two words.

Diary 22 Today, I have liberated myself or destroy me twice. Control my self is not a easy stuff, but I still take a try again.

Diary: 10.21 Today, I had spent a common and important day, my leader seems to help me even though she did not know what my really thinking is yet. I start to hesitate again, I should stay here or bumming around big city??? Next week, our section will hold a key and important meeting. I will make a decision after the meeting done.

Diary: 10.20 I wrote a diary yesterday and there have two good man corrected my mistakes of grammar. So, to be here, thanks them again. I want to help some people who are learning Chinese as my retribution, but I found no one need to helps., because everyone learning Chinese has 2--7 people's support. Now, back to the topic, I went to countryside and visited some customers, my leader introduced me toward others like as : Hi, this is freshman in our group, perhaps he will deal with mostly affairs between us afterwards. I feel embarrassed when I heard about that. I had plan to give my resignation to leader when 1st Nov comes. No one can say that I will follow my plan whatever anything happened to me.

Diary 3 Today, I realize the pessimism should be abandoned. Cause I suddenly know whether I chose to pessimism or optimistic or not, the difficulties still exist without changing by my will. So, found a problem that I can't solve, I perhaps should to change my mind and try to do realistic stuff instead of blaming all the way. I have no friend, so the only person can help me---- that is myself, if I ignore myself, who will care for me?

Diary 3 Today, our manger hold a temporary meeting that give me huge stress like a mountain pressing on my shoulder. Uh... the manger arrange me three tough tasks I thought it beyond my ability. 1. I was demanded that I should be worked well than manger whatever what I do. 2. My manger asked me to inspire her passion to learn English... but I thought she have little interested in English... it means she dislike English while she demand me to solve her tough problem. 3. The company atmosphere and development direction shall be changed differently.. If I can't fit into or keep up with these change, I will be sacked.... or be free. Anyway, I intend to try to do everything in order to pass this barrier... of course, I perhaps choose to quit if I can't tolerate it anymore.

My decision about future. I had written a dairy for few days ago, someone was response me...I thought everyone ignore it... exciting. Well, back to the main point. I was born and grown up in a small city, after graduation, I came back to hometown and found a job. Now, I doing this job for two years, but I had been exhausted and want to go out. I never go out from my province since I was born... I won't stay here until I died. But, I learn a lot about outside world, there is too expensive rent of horse and high expense of food, I concern if I can tolerate with above.... I am thinking about it again and again..