First journal 20170605 I decided to write journal everyday from today. The reason why I suddenly start to do that is that I want to say something that in my mind, but can not say to. So I'll write it down on my own notebook in English. Maybe that can be very helpful and valuable. These days I have a very difficult time because of one staff sitting in front of me. Actually, she is an translator. So she can speak not only a Vietnamese but also a Korean. If so, she should mediate and adjust opinions between Vietnamese and Korean. But she always instigates other staff members and she makes a decision as she likes as if she is a CEO. It's been over 3 years since I came to Vietnam and I have met a lot of really various people. But surprisingly she is the only one freaking me out. I'm so stressed out these days. Suddenly I came to think about one phrase written in Bible. That is "Jesus said, To Love your enemy." How can I do that? For me, that is not simple, but very hard thing. Every time I feel hateful, I made up my mind not to hate her. But In a few minutes later, I become narrow-minded person again. I have to think big and wide. Even if I maybe feel unfair and annoyed, but there is a Jesus in my side. So I'm not alone. With this, I'll try to pray more hard than before. I hope that this will work well and make me feel peaceful and comfortable. Anyway, today's journal is over now. Monday begins again in this way. Cheer up!