Loneliness is a very very long way to get through Time flys,Chrimas's coming,New Years'coming,Spring Festival's also coming.It seems like I spent four months long adjusting myself to the new life.The most strong feeling that I've had is loneliness for the long time.I get used to go to theather alone,go shopping alone...The past high school time feels like in last centries.It's hard to make real friends for me right now.I've tried but no works.There's a wall around me seperating me from the world outside.But I'm ok.I could endure the sense of loneliness till someone appear in front of me and say“I'm here and always will be.”

Confusion about my calculus I spent all this day doing calculus in the liberary.And I wrote several papers with both front and back full.There's a girl coming in who had a shocked face when noticing my book which was totally a mass.I'm enough with the calculus.OMG there'll still be a ppt I should complete before the day after tomorow.Sorry for my complainment by the way.

First atempt in wrtting on italki I registrated this last night.I guess that I was so willling to learn English well.They said there would Geminids meteor shower come last night.I immediately covered my sleepsuits with a coat to run out to the balcony.In the end,I just saw a little meteor without much light flashing through the night sky.I was frozen that I couldn't feel my toes anymore.When I came back to my dormitory,I felt like a fool because my roomates they alredy went to bad ,keeping warm in their sheet(I don't know how to express this ).I thought I wasn't a little girl anymore.