My Attitude to Love I met a few boys on italki,whose aim wasn't to learn language.I was very curious why they wanted to find a girlfriend though italki.One of them told me,they were just lonely.I wanted to laugh at this reason.Lonely?If you are really lonely,I suggest you look for gf in your country,giving up the girls around you while looking for ones far away from you,do you think it's normal thought?It's like a joke. The better joke was like that. Part A:You are single,me too. ME:So I have to love every single boy ? Part A:... I don't want to show some boys' ideas.I just feel you regard love as a game.I have to admit that some girls get used to falling in love with some strangers soon,and their heartache will heal soon after breaking up,I am not so strong and brave,I don't have that capability like them to recover from breaking up.You can think I am shy and cowardice,in fact,I am just serious for my love.Once I love you,I will be serious.So please don't contact me if you just want to find gf,I am not the one you are looking for.Your flighty aim just makes me sick.

Say goodbye to my love,forever I have fallen in love with you for long time which is so long that I can't remember how long it is. I don't know why I love you until now. We have known each other for 10 years.Meeting,knowing,being friends,lovers,finally,just friends,we came back to original point. When you asked me to be your girl friend,you never knew how happy I felt,but I refused.I knew we have so much difference and would never have future.You see,I am so clever a girl who knows everything.This clever girl surrendered her thought when she saw your message again.I was so stupid,I thought I wouldn't be painful only if I never told you how deep I loved you. I was not a good gf. I never called you "honey", it was just because I was shy. I could't stay with you ,because we were in different university. I did't know how to operate love,because you were my first boyfriend. There were so many things you never knew. I imaged our future for many times.I wanted to be your wife and have our badies-one daughter and one son.I would tell our daughter our romance.As to our son,teaching him would be your duty. I never knew I could cry so much for a man.My heart was so painful when you told me about your past,you asked me whether I could forgive you.I thought I couldn't.My world was as pure as paper,I didn't know how to accept.But I still accept,because I didn't have enough bravery to lose you. I never quarrelled with you,I just chose to be quiet when we were angry with each other.Becaue I didn't want to make our distance further. Finally,we broke up.I came to another place to live.In new place,no memory,no past,maybe I could forget you.Maybe I should start my new life.It has been 2 yeas since we broke up. I take ten years to love you.it's enough,isn't it? Say goodbye to you.

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I don't like life like this I have said my dream and tried to make it come true sooner.I was grateful when I got this job as soon as I graduated from university,but now,I feel regret.It has been for 1 year until 8th May,I don't find any meaning from the begining of this year. In Chinese market,textile is not strengh any longer,at least,I think so.Every price rises,it means our cost rises.More and more foreign orders leaves to other countries. My boss treats me well,I admit.However,she wants to expand her business range and doesn't have so much time to manage this company.She engages a manager.At begining,I think he's kind,but I don't think so now,I am so fool for that thought.He starts to push out me from this year,at the begining,I don't understand why he does so,now,I see,he wants this company to be his own,so he pushed out my customers and put all mistakes on me,even doesn't admit his decision.I feel he is contemptible，for his benefits. I feel so angry,not only for myself,also for my boss.She believes him so much,but what she gets from the manager.I don't tell her anything,because she doesn't believe.Oh,my god!!! I will be crazy.I am a frank girl,and I have my principle and always believe I must treat anyone who is kind to me well. I intend to resign in July.It has no meaning for me.In fact,I can abandon my order now,but I can't,not for any profit,just for my boss' kindness and my customer,if I done,my boss will lose this order and customer will have trouble when they find a new person taking place of me,and I will look down upon me. I must insist two month,after I follow this order,I will rest for a long time.So tired for this period of time.I believe I will find a great opportunity in future,not for other factors,just because there should be a space for a girl who is ready to face everything and insists something right,there should be a person to find a girl like this...

I don't know me well I have been always thinking that I should be a girl who will be successful someday,and there is no reason that why I have the strong thought.But now I feel I don't know me well completely.Sometimes I just like quiet life which is opposite to the successful life.I don't want have any matter with money,so I don't obey my parents' suggestion to enter into bank,and my thought now seems so ridiculous. I don't know what job I want on earth.

The Life That I Want Money,a word looks so worldly,which I have to face. When I have enough money, I will continue my daydream.hehe. When I have enough money,I will buy two houses,one for my parents,one for myself.Of course,we have houses now,I only want to tell them that their daughter has been grown up,and my own house may be empty,because I think I will travel around the world at that time.I will store some money in the bank for my relatives and my future. When I finish my duty refered above,I will travel.Maybe the travel that I said is just changing different jobs, the way can give me enough time to be familiar with a city,after I am not interested in this city any longer,I will leave. Maybe I will encounter my love in the journey,maybe never. I just like the life,free and quiet...

I am a little tired Maybe as I graduated from university just now, work is more and more difficult for me. Sometimes I feel restless and helpless.I believe suppliers,but they can't keep their word so that I can't explain to my customers.I can take the responsibility,although the duty isn't mine,because the suppliers are referer to by the customers,but I think I must learn how to undertak and what "responbility"means.Being too independent makes me a little tired...

It's me I am a lively girl, sometimes a little quite.If someday I had had been sad,maybe I would have laughed in front of my friends,because I am a girl who wanna hide my frailness,but I would choose a quite place to stay for a day when I was alone. I like travel, seeing different scenes in different cities. I like beach,because I love the feeling of that the sea wind blows my face and my feet tread on soft sand.I think dating on the beach is romantic. I like chat with my friends.Though I like makiing friends,being my real friends is a liittle difficult.Because I need real understanding for another person,not skin-deep,I never chat with strangers by video,unless you have been my real friends. I don't think I believe in love at the first sight,maybe it's just appreciation for another's look.hehe.It's just my opinion. I am a Chinese girl with traditional thought, so my life is mannered,like an obedient child.But I have my own thought and life way,so I am a "mixed" girl, obedient and independent. Ok.It's real me.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself I am a lively girl woking in Hangzhou.I know myself, I am ambitious and want to have a bright future. Sometimes I am just a little woman and like the quite life way,sometimes I clearly know what I want and believe I will be successful anyday. I wanna make friends with all that have been successful or intend to be successful. I believe you must not regret to be my friends!