pray to God or pray for god seems that both are right?Is there any difference?

I'm hurt! Have learned English for so a long time,but the listening skill is still like a hard rock before me.Despite everyday listening to the BBC and reading the paragraph,I find it still hard to get what they say clearly,even could'n get an entire sentence.I'm tired and want to give up.Maybe going abroad and communicating with the foreigners is the only way to get a foreign language. I feel so hurt.

Life is real. When as a kid,we watched many TV series,read a lot of novels,fancied ourselves to be the key roles of the tales,bumping into a handsome prince,fall into love and get married then have a cute baby. But what's the truth------There is no prince in the world,even is,the prince must not be handsome and affectionate. The real life is,we must struggle for everyday expense,be busy in shuttling between work and home.And most people are not so lucky to meet a person he/she loves really but be forced to marry someone who look suitable. Many relationships end after five,even ten years,we called it “deep love,poor faith."A couple who can finnaly be together for the whole life are used not the two who love each other frantically.

Life is an unpredictable journey! I've done three jobs at least recent two years but failed every time,not a job can be keeped for more than two months.It's so tough a time when at work with anxious feelings and fears. Will go to find a new job tomorrow.Now the heart is filled with low feelings.Even don't know how to meet the interviewers. Why life is not as what they say filled with love and joy but only dull and failure.

Untitled I‘m fearful.It's so difficult to meet strangers and company leaders that everytime I don't know what to say and how to say when nobody couldn't see my tense and stress.Then you will get one more suffer -----shy. Now,I'm going to see my leaders,it's so hard to release myself while actually they are kind. Maybe I should go to see the doctor,get some help from their professional knowledge.

Diary I slept up too late this morning，maybe because it's too cold and my legs felt like jelly which was causeb by hunger. I managed to get up finally and determined to go buy something downstairs with washing and rushing things over.Although knowing the stalls had already closed,I went to have a see and there was only one stall left sure enough.Then I walked back and passed by a convenient store when remembering the diary thing----I read a commendation from an English magazine of a film talking about a girl changes her life by writing diaries.I would like to have a try.I took me 9 yuan totally for a diary and two pens.Then I went go buy 2 poptatoes and one lettuce,spending 2.3 yuan.On the way home I saw the noshery I always went and went in after a little bit of hesitation. What made me conflicting was the rice and meat thing,it seemed that I had to vacillate between these two things every time .I would be mad by myself.At last ,I bought both of them that was worth 5 yuan.I spent 16.3 yuan totally.

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Learn new words. I downloaded a word-learning software last night.I's called "WO AI BEI DAN CI" in Chinese,and I don't know how to spell it in English~ Acturally,this software is good enough beyond my means.You can choose a title such as "XIN GAI NIAN",TOEFL or IELTS words.And then it will give you the Chinese meaning and the phonetic symbol of the words.After browsing the words,you can choose the 6-D exercise-read,listen,say,write,and fill in the sentences with the new words.At last,I find I can recall the words with there spelling and meanings. I'm watching <friends> rencently,It's really an excellant TV,I love all the six-Rachel,Ross,Joey,Chandler,Monicar and Phoebe.They are all so cute and so funny,I learned a lot from them,never words and sentences but their carefree attitude to life.I love them. ps: recalling some new words. aboriginal,abrasion,marvelous,complish,complishment,odour,adapt,adequate ,muscular,acre,abuse,absurd,abort,abortion,naration,machinery,anchor,nickle,marine,manipulate,abstract... and all.