Emily's notebook entry: Jul 27, 2010 BON JOVI it is my life...It's now or never ...I ain't gonna live forever,...I just want to live while I'm alive... what a wonderful song! when i listen to it, my heart always ask myself,,,what is my life?? Actually I just quit my present job for a month. I dont know what is my ideal job,,,what is my favourite? what is my .... Asking myself for so many times,,,but I still can't find the answer. Time has goes by, what can I do? My mama often ask me: Emily, do you find a job? you have been stay at home for a month, do you want to stay here all the day? it just be wate your time ,,, I hate it ,,, I have ever seeked a job from the internet, of couser, there are so many invitations for interview. but I dont want to go for it... Really worry ...