What do you know about TOEFL? Is it very hard to pass it? What English level is needed?

How to make yourself start to do something? I've been dreaming to study abroad since childhood. But there were always some obstacles. First my father didn't want me to live anywhere except our town. Then there were financial problems. Now I work and live by myself. My salary isn't high, still I could save some money for my education. But It'll take too much time and effort, and I don't know if it's worth it. So I do nothing to pursue my dream

What textbooks use children from English-speaking countries to learn English grammar? I'd like to try to learn English like they learn it in English-speaking countries. Could you please suggest any schoolbooks or classic literature for this purposes? P.S. I'd appreciate if someone made corrections in this note :) I'm not sure I wrote it correctly.

My work Another day at work.. The same routine every day. I've been working for this company almost for year, but still do a very insignificant and unimportant work. May be it's not so bad, because I'm very afraid of responsibility. But I still need to get wide experience, so that I could consider myself a professional in future/

What do you want from life? I dream to change my life, but the problem is that I don't really know what I want. All my friends make life plans, they've found themselves, they love their jobs, they have their vision of the future. I, on the other hand, have no idea what to expect from the future. I have a job, have a place to live, and I grateful for that. But I want more. I want to find my real place in life.

The Loneliness I wonder if there are many people, who feel lonely nowadays. In spite of the fact that I live in a big city, and there are many people surround me everyday, I feel that I am so alone. It's like nobody cares for no one in big cities. It's interesting, Is this situation typical only for Moscow, or it's everywhere?