I'm dying to read Korean books these days! I'm a big fan of Korean novels. After I came to the USA, I've never read Korean books. I was searching on the google, and I found 'Please, look after my mom.' What a wonderful book! Even though I can understand whole ideas of that book, I really wanna read in Korean. I miss Korean! lol.

How could I know whether people are good or not? Once I meet some people, people that were believed good feel uncomfortable or people that I hate become good for me. When I was a child, I judged somebody by a first impression. But First impression was often wrong. It was more than half and half. These days, I always meet new people around me and I don’t know How to draw a line between somebody and me. In Korea, I’m constructive person so open my mind in a moment. But I don’t know American culture, thinking, life way well. So, I’m always confused. First of all I have to be a good person surely. But, it is really hard to convey my mind and companion too as I’m not good at language. So, all of situations is tough for me. How could I know whether people are good or not? How can I convey my mind? It’s always difficult things especially in other country.

My cousin is sick! My cousin (I call him '오빠(oppa) in korean) is sick! A few days ago He said me 'I'm getting sick, My legs hurt.' At that time, We didn't care about pain. I just thought it is normal pain. Because He hurt legs long time ago. So, Sometimes he used to say that. But today, His legs got in big trouble! His legs swelled up! So, We have to go hospital. I'm applying an ice pack to his left ankle. I'm really worried about him. I really like my cousin, So I hope he will be fine.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself HELLO :D This is Ellie's Notebook! I live in Austin Texas now for studying English. It is very tough for me, Because My speaking is very awkward :P