Day 3 I want to be in good relationships with others. But I can't understand people. I don't know how to call them or what themes should I choose to be closer. Every time, when I feel tense between us, I don't want to be there. I want to run away and do another attempt... somewhere else. I can't run away from problems all the time, it's obvious. That's why I must change myself, otherwise I'll can't live this life.