Talked this topic with one : what did you most miss in your life ?
The first thing in my mind was a picture that I drank with my ex. It was years ago and we didn’t see each other for a long time. We were not in a relationship for some reasons but we loved each other. He had a business in my city so we met in his hotel. We talked about drinking but we didn’t have time . He would leave in 3 hours. He ordered take-way Pizza Hut which included milk tea. So we drank instead of wine. He poured some milktea into two cup as pouring wine. We toasted with each other and talked with something which I forgot now .What I remembered is the atmosphere between us and the heart I love him.