EAT NO EAT
This year was difficult for me because I got an eating disorder. Actually It began about 3 years ago but only now I understand what it’s going on in my brain. Binge eating disorder (BED) is when you have a hollow leg (idiom), you don’t feel full. I gained weight, then I lost weight and then again gained during the pandemic. Nobody understands me and it's a big problem. Everyone says “You are not fat, you are thin”, but I know this. I know this because I try to control my weight hard everyday, but this control destroys my mental health.
I really don’t understand why guys who are bigger and higher than me eat less than me. I often felt ashamed about my problem but today I am coming out.
Thanks my friend Jane for your courage and coming out about mental disorders