A ordinary day   During the National day I have to stay at apartment, I get a serious flu.   I am uncomfortable, and can not able to focus on my attention to learning .Especially, I have a fever today. I felt very cold and got a headache ,my throat is paining for several days. I doubt I get a bronchitis, I bought some medicines for myself. This afternoon I considered whether I should go to hospital, I thought if the situation continue to get worse tomorrow I should go to hospital immediately.   There is one of reason cause me did not see a doctor is "money". I see if I go to hospital It will spend me a lot of money, so I try to take some medicines first .   I was the people who had ever have a poor and hard life. I am afraid of poor, I know If I have no money ,how will I be treated by this world .When I was first time to come to Beijing ,I often saw there were some empty bottles of beverage on the ground ,I really wanted to collect them to exchange money，at that time, my salary was 500$, each Friday after work I went to a narrow street, because of there were very cheap vegetables in there, I needed to prepare vegetables for the whole next week. I carried those vegetables transferred several times bus to return back to my dormitory. Sometime I was so happy just for that I had saved 1$ for these cheap goods. I restrained life expense for 1$ each day .   These days, I cleaned my apartment and bought some new thing to decorate it, I rarely talk online instead of learning English. Although I am a night person but I have a high quality of sleeping.   I also consider my next project, I heard project team will not offer a dormitory to us after the National day. Whether I should find a new project ?   Life is not stop. Good Night.