Hi, Tarek. It’s sad to see your post. I can’t help you with work but I’m sorry you were find yourself in that position. Have you a friend to talk and share your thoughts? Feel free to write me back if you need to talk out. I’m sure we all can handle this crisis

Don't lose hope though !

Because of the situation in Egypt, the government has set up a hot-line for mental health services. Here is a link to the article. https://www.al-monitor.com/pulse/originals/2020/04/egypt-health-psychological-support-coronavirus-lockdown.amp.html?skipWem=1

God can help you my brother, cause he's almighty, nothing is impossible with God. You have to be faithful.