We all suppose parents love their children, cherish their children and keep guarding their children in their lifetime, BUT after all, parents are no more than human being, which means they could make unwanted mistakes as they are giving their children instructions. They could misjudge or they could have no skills no ways to love and support their children even if they are not intended for that. Accordingly, I am convinced that parents have to be learning how to be a good mother or father all the time during their lifetime. It is never an easy task to be a competent parent.
Sometimes we need a life to get over of this wounds.
And sometimes a life is not enough.
This feeling of not enough drive me to pray
It's in some way the essence of prayer (in my simple view)