How many beautiful stories have you written in italki about your adventures in Iran? Because each of those should be a reason to live... they're all wonderfully written. It's such a unique combination: a Chinese girl writing in gorgeous English about the poems of Hafiz and her jihad of love...wow! I can honestly say nobody on earth has the unique perspective that you do!
I've been aware of this user's writing for some time, since she was recommended to me by another user who also enjoyed her vivid, descriptive style. She's not just learnt English - she's mastered it, and has a style I couldn't match. When I read her notebooks it inspires me to study, hoping I might be as eloquent in Chinese one day as this Chinese native speaker is in English.
It's amazing (but unfortunately quite common) that such clearly exceptional people can appear so accomplished and admirable in other people's eyes, yet feel themselves to be worthless, stupid, unlikeable, etc. If only we saw ourselves as others see us, life might be bit easier...
This is our unique world girl.
Do you have any trouble?
I can send you 100 photos of handsome men hahaha I am just kidding.