I miss you guys :(
He called me and said : Can you come and visit me? Please. I want to see you. i said, now i can't.. tomorrow is my exam. after exam i will come. He got little angry. i made him understand. "Its your dream to see me in good position. so for that i am working hard". please understand. he understood and hanged up. Next day i heard He left us. He passed away. I was in exam hall from the morning, and my mobile was off. so i didn't get any message or call. when i came out from exam i was too happy. exam was superb. i went to lunch with my friends. After lunch i returned back home and switched on my phone. Withing few minute i got the a message. : "Zyan your dad left us. He passed away. Please call back urgently"..They sent me message in the morning. I got it in late afternoon. I was speechless, stunned. i didn't know what to do. i could not even cry. i was just looking at the sky from my window. whenever i feel any pain, or upset, i just keep looking at the sky.. its like i have to say something to god, but i know he knows everything. i can't believe i lost my friend. I lost my support and backbone. He was the best person i have ever seen. I am not saying because he is my dad but i am saying as a human being. He never earned one single penny in illegal way or wrong way. He taught us honesty. Taught us money is not everything in life. Taught us to control our desire. Taught us do give more. When i was child i saw my dad and mom, sometime used to sleep at night empty stomach. But then never kept us hungry. They worked very hard to give us education, and whatever i am now , its for them.I remember, he used to tell me: "If someone praise you in front of you, don't think you are a good person. But if they praise you in your back, then you are the real good person. So try to achieve this in life. Then you will be successful." From childhood i am trying to achieve this and still trying. Thanks a lot dad for everything. I know one day we all will meet and i hope that day you will be proud of me. I can't hold my tears. I still can't believe i lost my love ones. Its hard to accept that now i can't go to my parents and share my pain. Can't share my happiness. I am still young so its very hard for me to accept this reality. i miss you guys so much. But its life, need to keep going. Can't stop. Can't rest. I will try my best to keep all my promise...Guys whoever reading this, go and hug your parents, one from you, and give one hug from me. i love you and your parents. They are best assets. Don't give up on them. love and peace.