That is a hard situation to make decision. i don't love anybody but i depend on my family emotionally. education and job are important for me. i have some wild dreams and i cant access to them easily. i talk and think about them every day. if i had an opportunity to have my favorite job, i will choose it. i would leave my family. i am sure i wouldn't be happy completely but i am sure if i reject it , i wont forgive myself never and it would be a regret for ever. the love and sadness will be replace by the excitement of new challenge.