I hope you'd get better soon.
Right now I'm watching an Italian movie called Amarcord. I recommend it. :P
"You stay alive! If they don't kill you, they'll take you north up to the Huron lands. Submit, do you hear? You're strong! You survive! You stay alive, no matter what occurs! I will find you! No matter how long it takes, no matter how far. I will find you!"
I always thought that terribly romantic. My wife thinks it sounds like he is a stalker. Sigh...