Hello,i think ur problems is our problems.There aren't no one perfect,and if u want to meet with success there is only oneway that is keep moving forward because we usually say: "nothing is possible for willing heart".Don't worry and good luck with ur studying!!! ♥ ^.^ ♥

keep moving,don't give up~~we are all trying~~hahh~

also i wanna speak English to sb

the same trouble also puzzles  me

The ways to learn  a  language is like a recipe , it could be the same but the taste of the food is different .
Every one has his own way do and  you have plenty of ways to proceed , So Do it !
wish u good luck

P.S : u should learn how to cook before learning english