Sometimes we live very hard moments, example when you lose someone very close.
Recently, I lost one of my best friend!! hi is dead by an accident... so far, I don't believe that can happened !! I still thinking hi’s in vacation or journey and hi will come back soon!!! Sometime it's hard to accept the reality even you know it!!
who had felt the same feeling ??
i am 16years old now but when i was 8 years old i had a good friend her name were marzie i loved her but sometimes i disturbed her but she were so kind and she forgave me always when we pass prep i went to another school so i didnt see her but after that time always i desided to go to her parents house but one day i heared from my freinds that marziei has cancerous tumor in her head and she were in a hospital because of some of my problems i cant go so i was so sad that time i was 14 years old marzie didnt have real parents and always her mather disturbed her and when she cames to the school she cried so after that time that she were in hospital i heared her die news when i heared it at school i wanted to die because i cant see her even on that time that when she called me and i wasnt there oh i cant believe that and i think i am really cruel i most went there because she wanted to see me for last time but...... i understand you god bless them
For me now, i still feel hard to believe it happens that someone accompanys me for more than twenty years suddenly leave. People blame of my coldness without tears on the spot of him. But now, about half a year later, It really changed me a lot, sometimes i don't want take efforts for anything, cause ,maybe i'll leave this world someday,too.
Now, i come back to my hometown, for the simple reason that , one day, my families get sick, I could take care of them.