How to search for self, and find the goal of life?
Internet cannot give you the answer of the goal of your life.
In life, we change and so do our goals.
There is no one goal - no one thing you must do, find or realise.
Read , read and read. Read about life. Look at the sun, earth, space,oceans, rivers, mountains, people kids . are these come to exist just like that?! without any purposes? Ofcourse, not. I recomment to you Quraan . Read it and then look around you.
Best!