You've only been on this site for a few days, right? Give it some time and you should find people who are willing to do language exchange with you. Make some interesting posts on the Discussion page and respond to posts that you find interesting. Help more people in the Notebook and Answers section. use the Language Partners search fucntion too.
If you do all of this, you should find a few interesting people to talk to within a week or so.
Pay for the lessons and you get HELP.
You are depressed because you want something and you do not get it the way you expect.
There are many native speaker on this site , but most of them are teacher or tutors and they are here to earn money.
But you can try to find a language partner in the community section. 50/50 language exchange
then, adapt to the situation, you will find no native english speakers :)