"its kinda gunna put a strain on me now as all my little hobbys are thrown into perspective." --> REWRITE: "It's kinda gonna put a strain on me now as all my little hobbies are thrown into perspective." We usually talk about "putting things into perspective," which is to show how the subject of what is being talked about fits into the larger picture of the world around us. Your quote sounds like it's from a movie where the person talking is feeling some stress after taking a critical look at what he's been doing with his life.