Could you correct my English diary? ♡
I am sad now, because I noticed my one-time lover had a girlfriend. Actually, we couldn't become a couple. I confessed him my love first, and receded on my own. I thought it was just puppy love. But he was really good-natured, and had a sense of humor with wonderful manners. He was my most ideal man I ever met in my life. Nonetheless, I was afraid I might love somebody deeply and frankly not being able to concentrate on my study. That obsession may be the main reason I should have pushed him from my mind. However, I didn't regret my decision although I quite often recollected good memories and sad memories about him. But today, I saw him and his girlfriend who are handing their hands around two glasses of wine, through a picture of cacao talk. After seeing it, I felt seriously empty. I don't know why. I have believed I didn't have any feelings left for him. Was I wrong? Anyway, I am not all right, and feel lonely. I should get over this problem by myself. That fact makes me miserable.