You are mixing several different tenses here. You should study with an English teacher having good grammar skills and/or use a good textbook to learn when to use each tense. This website will get you started: https://www.englishpage.com/verbpage/verbtenseintro.html I fell in love with a man. Then he went away and said, "Baby, please don't cry for me. I'm not deserting you. Just forget me; you will have a better life without me. Time will heal any anger or sadness you may be feeling right now. My image will fade." But how can it be when I still feel pain every time I think about him? When I walk on the street and look at some place we were together, tears quietly fall on my cheek. When I read a book or do anything, it always reminds me of him and the life we had. I just want to scream that I miss him.