Don't feel discouraged if you feel your writing skills are not what you want. Keep working on it, every day if you can. Even for half an hour each morning or within the day, it's important that it becomes a daily habit. Apart from taking lessons (I can help you with that, if you wish), a good way to improve your writing skills is simply to read more books. If you want to become a novel writer, read as many novels as you can get your hands on, preferably in English. It's good practice, and you can develop your language skills easily enough. Watching movies and TV shows in English (with subtitles, so you can see the written form of the dialogue) could also help your comprehension skills. The most important thing is to work on it, a little bit every day. I am currently trying to become a novelist myself, and I can tell you it takes a lot of work. But at the same time, I know you can do it, if you want it bad enough. Good luck with your efforts!