My heart is very, very painful/heavy right now, but I don't want to cry. This feeling is so painful that it actually forced me to cry. This feeling seems to happen occasionally. While I was in junior high school, I felt slightly bad every school term / every semester around the same time or when I'm at a particular place. 刚才我的心好难受好难受，但是我不想哭，不过太难受了，导致难受的这种感觉迫使我哭。其实这种感觉好像偶尔会发生。其实自从我初中的时候每个学期固定的时间都会有轻微的难受，或者到了某一个地方