A while ago I have been thinking about what I have achieved in my life and what I would like to improve. And I figured out that eventually people became less flexible physically and emotionally. Society dictates us the patterns of life style. Even though you feel that you cant keep up with new innovations, you have to follow them. Because only in that way you won't look like a black sheep among people. But each of us is a personality and we should follow our needs. Here is a question: do you always count with your wishes? Perhaps, sometimes you even don't know what you really want. This is an effect of brainwash. I found myself thinking, I need to try out different roles in my life. And decide thoroughly who I actually WANT to be! So, my first role was a lady of pre-revolutionary time, graceful and noble, plentiful and intelligent.
Certainly this role is not easy but quite existing.