Perhaps the best way to do is to be contented on what we have right now at the same time still dreaming for a better future...

I'm caught in the middle. I feel satisfied and not satisfied... Well I dont know either what to expect more..

You're right. It's good to have your dreams. You need a goal in life, something to live for. But you also need to have both feet firmly on the ground and live in the present moment. Always be thankful for what you've got...

I guess it's ok to be caught in the middle. Mind and heart can tell different things. I try to relativate as much as possible and be satisfied, although it doesn't always feel that way.