Can you translate the lyrics to the song 逆光 Backlighting

Thanks so much.

也许我一直害怕有答案　Perhaps all along I was afraid of the answer 也许爱静静在风里打转 Perhaps I love the quietude, swirling in the wind
离开　leaving, 释怀　dispelling 很短暂又重来　too short a duration, soon to return  有时候自问自答 Sometimes I ask myself and answering back my questions.

我不要困难把我们挤散　I don't want difficulties to bring us together and yet push us away 我责备自己那么不勇敢 I blame myself for my lack of courage.
遗憾没有到达　Regret has not yet reached 拥抱过还是害怕　Still fear for the embrace 用力推开你我依然留下 Strongly I pushed you away but still I remained

有一束光　One shaft of light 那瞬间　in that instant 是什么痛得刺眼  how painful it is to the eyes
你的视线　Your look 是谅解　is one of understanding and forgiving 为什么舍不得熄灭　Why then you didn't have the heart to extinguish it? 我逆着光　With the light behind me, 却看见 I can see well.
那是泪光　That is the glimmer of tears 那力量　That strength, 我不想再去抵挡 I shan't bow my head low again
面对希望　Facing the hope, 逆着光　in the backlighting, 感觉爱存在的地方　I felt the place where love is 一直就在　has always been 我身旁 at my side.

我以为我能后退　I thought I could retreat 反复证明 repeatedly verifying　这份爱有多不对 that this love is not right.
背对着你如此漆黑　Facing away from you is so bleak and dark 忍住疲惫 Pain I will have to endure
睁开眼　open my eyes, 打开窗　open the window 才发现你就是光芒 and discovering you are the light.

光芒　Brilliance, 你是光芒 You are the brilliant light.