Peace
I dont know how my father influence me but the effect is developing.
It seem that everything clam down.
So I quited from my job cause I suddenly want to go to more peaceful place.
Now I find a job at night, the job dont need to consider everything
The same kind of jobs is still giving me chances.
But I know what is the peaceful feeling..
Dont need to struggle anymore.
if so
Let it be
Perhaps it is better for me as well