Unfair Life The worst side of having a nut father is the fact that you are genetically a potential nut. I have learnt to cope with this. I just feel sorry for myself. I could have lived my life in the route I would like if I had a real father other than a biological one. I could have been encouraged by a strong father behind. I wouldn't become that coward. I would be a better person. I wouldn't be so tired, emotionally worn out. I could have another path of life. I could be more than what I am now. I wouldn't have to accept what my life presents to me. I would ask more. But I am still passionate. This is called life. There are good things within life like him. I haven't seen him recently. I heard that he is out of the city. Maybe he went home to see his parents. He has decent parents. I will ask him about them in detail when he gets back.