I am stammerer, it's no matter
I am a stammerer(or stutterer, sorry I could not distinguish them. please tell me If possible).
It started when I was about 5 years old and I still stammer even though It became better.
I remember that sometimes I was used to be teased for my stammering by heartless people around me at that time.
I did not care of it, and when it is now and thinks, I must appreciate that experience because I got to realize who is nobody through that.
Aside from that, everyone who are non-stammers may think that "why do stammers stammer ?".
Of course, we stammerers do not want to stammer on purpose, even we really do know "why do we stammer ?"
They say that It is unknown fully why stammerers stammer.
However, I suppose, as a stammerer itself, there may some way for stammerers to speak a little bit more smoothly.
For instance, I often stammer with "H". So, It is difficult for me to say "Hajimemasite" (which means "How do you do" or "Nice to meet you" in English)
When I say it, I bounce onto "H" as "a-Hajimemasite" to get easier to say. (you could see that way in the movie,"The King's Speech")
Another way is to replace with other words to say easier.
If I want to say "iPhone" but I just notice to stammer before saying it, I immediately replace it with "mobile of Apple".
So, I think I have a much trouble in speaking in fact, like the above mentioned, but I also think I feel that it is exciting to live as a stammerer.
Every time I speak, the unconscious bring my speaking to a halt and require me to use my brain quickly.
Every each time it happens, I have to try to find out a possible means to speak in a second.
That's why I think it is exciting to stammer, I often have to take too long time to speak a simple word and my listener often have to be thrown in a profound silence though! Sorry!
As there is a lot of language in the world, there is a lot of way to speak.
I am stammerer, but it's no matter.
Thank you for reading my prosaic note and I hope you would be so kind as to correct it!