What a fack my weight !! I am really ashamed that I am getting fat for 7kg in Australia. Because of the big stress on the farm. At that time I worked there for over 9 hours almost everyday. It mean I didn't have any relaxing time. I woke up in the early morning and I went back my house around 7PM or 8PM. My share house have rule that We should trun off the light at 10PM. It mean I had free time just 3 hours on a day and I didn't have enough day off. So stressful !! But chocolate makes me happy. My room mate and I ate chocolate and cookie everyday over 7PM. Our habit was eating chocolates sometimes cookies. I think It was not habit It was already hobby. Because that town didn't have amusement. There were country side and We didn't have a car. Unfortunately We had to do only eat chocolate for diversion. It was really pitiful. But my room mate is a nice girl. I taked with her I enjoyed that time. We allways taked about experience of funny things on each other. We were laughing , crying and We had been together allways. So She and I getting fat same kg. Haha. I have to go on a diet.

What a fack my weight !! I am really ashamed that I am getting fat for 7kg in Australia. Because of the big stress on the farm. At that time I worked there for over 9 hours almost everyday. It mean I didn't have any relaxing time. I woke up in the early morning and I went back my house around 7PM or 8PM. My share house have rule that We should trun off the light at 10PM. It mean I had free time just 3 hours on a day and I didn't have enough day off. So stressful !! But chocolate makes me happy. My room mate and I ate chocolate and cookie everyday over 7PM. Our habit was eating chocolates sometimes cookies. I think It was not habit It was already hobby. Because that town didn't have amusement. There were country side and We didn't have a car. Unfortunately We had to do only eat chocolate for diversion. It was really pitiful. But my room mate is a nice girl. I taked with her I enjoyed that time. We allways taked about experience of funny things on each other. We were laughing , crying and We had been together allways. So She and I getting fat same kg. Haha. I have to go on a diet. Because Japanes girls are so thin.

This things is the worst of Australia life When I was living in Australia It's really hard for me. At first I was looling for farm job. Because If I work in farm over 3 months I can get 2nd Visa. Fortunately I could get it soon. But It's beginning of awful days. Because my owner looking for his girl friend.He want to be get married with Japanese girl. I can't write his detail. If I write it someone might notice who he is. I just say he is not Australian.He allways want to together with me and He taked to me how much he loves Japanes girls. I thought he is crazy. Of course my purpose not be get married with him. It's really awkward. So I run away from there.

what should i do Recently i worry about my future. Coz i am not young. I have lived in Australia a year. Still not good my English skill. Actually i want to study more. I want to go to Canada and then study there.