This is a website to learn languages, not to find a girlfriend. My brother recommend italki to me, and I started to use. Then I receive some messages of people wanted to be my language partner, nothing wrong until some men send me a chat-up line. I’m not here to flirt, and I think it’s unfortunate had to write about this in twenty-first century. Why some men are still so nasty? That was the reason of my distance of the website, and when I decide to come back I read my news messages and there are other stupid man making me lost the feel like to learn here.

About reading In my last notebook, I said I'm having trouble reading. Not like "I don't understand", but like "nothing is holding me back in reading". I used to read at least one book for month, but now I just can’t. I don’t know if is because of the literary genre or because of the various distractions of the technology. Before I didn’t have a “good” cell phone or TV. But this never disturbed me when I’m doing others things, others hobbies. So maybe I should just try to read something different.

Boredom I’m at the end of my summer vacation and I didn’t do things that I wanted because when I had money I didn’t have company, then I spend my money with others stuff and my friends came back from theirs travels asking me to going out with them, but everything is so expensive now. We don’t live in the same neighborhood, so I have to take the bus, and the ticket is expensive, like the food, and whatever we want to do in my city, because to do anything we need money. If we live close would be easier to meet them, but I have to realize that this is not my reality and live with this. So I’m doing things alone in my house, watching a lot of Netflix, drawing, I’ve tried to read too but I don’t know why I’m not getting (I used to read a lot). I started to study English and I’m still feeling useless. I think the best for me is my vacations end, but I know that I will miss this and wish back, because I did not enjoy it like I should.

Women's soccer A few days ago, I was wondering if the soccer clubs of my city have female team. Then come this notice that only clubs with female team will can participate the “Libertadores” competition. First I was happy because in the country known as the “soccer country” we will finally value the women’s soccer. Then I realize that the smallest teams will be harmed, and those things don’t have to be like that, an obligation. And I see comments of men about this and most are not positive. This situation make me feel sad, I have friends who like to be a professional player and now maybe they can, but not as it should be.

Learning When I’m going to study something, I don’t have patience if I don’t see fast results. Like while I’m drawing, I see in front of me the results of so much practice during the years, but every draw that I have made in those years was better than the last one. I think that this is an imperfection, because I always give up if I can’t do something soon when I’m learning, like guitar. I never really study English, I just know what I know because of the music, movies, series and etc, of course that school helped a lot too, but I see that I’m a little bit better than my friends. It’s like a natural learn and I can’t stay like this anymore, I can’t just wait and think that all I need to learn in my life will be that way, and I need really know speak English fluently.