The moment I became an adult It seems that girls trend to fall in love with the boy which all other girls like as well. I liked a boy who was handsome, fashional, and sing very well. And of course, other girls liked him too. But the interesting thing is that we seemed never mind the fact that we shared the same guy, instead, we had always been enjoying talking about how his smile was attractive. I loved him until senior high school. Then, one day, another boy moved to our class in the 3rd grade. I remember the day he was taken into the classroom, he smiled like a brigand. He talked very loudly about how he fighted with other boys in his old school. Even though his seat was next me on my left side but I had never shown my concern to him. I didn't like him until one day my friend showed me an article he wrote. I have forgotten the detail, but I remember it was very sensitive and beautiful. I was shocked and couldn't imagine those words came from this rude man. After then I had read more his articles. I still hadn't talked to him and it seemed that he didn't talk to me either. One day, He was asked to share his answer of math homework in the math class. Everyone looked at him and he just stood there very ambarrassedly. Apparently, he hadn't done his homework. I heard his conversation with other guys before that he was very bad at math. Then without thinking anything, I threw my homework on his desk very quickly. He then read my answer and sit down. I thought nobody saw, but of course I was wrong, including my teacher, everyone had seen that. My heart beat quickly and my face blushed. I still can't explain why I did that at that moment. The other day, my pen dropped on the floor and no ink came out. I tried to repair it. He saw that and asked if he can help. I hesitated one second then gave my pen to him. A while later, he said it's OK with a smile. I saw his teeth were black full of ink. He used his mouth to repair my pen! Suddenly, my heart was touched by something. His mouth was black but his smile was so shiny and warm. At that moment I realized this guy was a good person. At that moment I realized people cannot be judged by his looks. Also, at that moment I fell in love with him. When you were a little girl, you were attracted by appearance, but when you became a woman, you were attracted by heart.

What made me interested in Japan? A friend on itolki asked me what made me interested in Japan. I thought I have a long story to tell. You probably know that China and Japan had a longlasting war from 1931 to 1945 which was a party of The Second World War. We battled very hard and almost lost it, but then American dropped two atomic bombs into Hiroshima and Nagasaki which forced Japan to surrender quickly and have saved my country from hell. Due to the war, we hated Japan. But later we were surprised by their economic development after the war. When I became a high school student I started confusing how they can do that if they are all such bad people? So I chose Japanese as my major at the university in order to solve my confusion. I learned the language and the cultures. I read Japanese books and talked to Japanese people directly and found that both our countries share so many familiar cultures and customs which could have made us be friends, not enemies. I’m not saying these war things are forgivable. But I hope we can compete in a different and healthy way, not by hurting the people’s feelings or by opening the miserable memories again and again. Now I’m living in Japan, I like this country and the people. As for politics, it’s not our business I think.

Women and high heels Does any man know how exactly women feel when they are wearing high heels? Believe me, it's not as good as you see. There is nothing about sexy or happiness. We are just struggling. I have always been troubled by high heels. I remember when I was a little girl, I usually tried to put my little feet into mother's high heels when she was not at home. They were too big for me but I enjoyed walking around and around in my room and imagining that I was a beautiful delicate lady waiting for a handsome man on a horse of white. I thought when I grow up, I will wear them every day. But the truth is they have never failed to hurt me. Last night, I went to the department to buy some shoes. My eyes were attracted by the high heels corner and couldn't help myself to have tried a few pairs. Then I wondered why am I still trying to fit them after so much blood? I will never try the one over 3cm's height! Oh, why they are looking so beautiful but wearing so uncomfortable!?

I hate mosquito I said I was satisfied after making my garden nice again the day before yesterday, but I realized that it was too early to say that because I was badly bitten by the mosquito, my legs, my arms, even my hips were bitten which still red, turgid and very itch. I had worn long sleeves and jeans. Before I went to the garden I even put some anti-mosquito spray application, so I very wondered how they manage to get there! Thank god I had put a mask on my face! I think I have served the mosquito family a big deal. My summer is a fight with mosquitoes! P.S. I have finished The Kite Runner and next I'm going to read Rebecca. Oh Manderly, how lovely~

These days Tokyo is very hot These days Tokyo is so hot that I even don't want to go anywhere. Many people take the summer vacation this week not only because of the hot weather but so because of the traditional holiday to remember their ancients. My husband, a Japanese, has gone on a business trip to Taiwan. This morning we talked on LINE, he told me that Taiwan was not as hot as Tokyo. I could have gone with him, but I didn’t because my visa is still under renew. It’s funny that being Chinese, I need a visa when I go to Taiwan. We have been taught that Taiwan is also China and the people there are our families since very young. Anyway, that’s nothing I could do. After Lunch, I continued reading the kite runner, I cried when the little boy Sohrab said he was glad that his parents were not here anymore, because he didn’t want them to see him, he thought himself so dirty and full of sin. He was sexually abused by the Talib. Then I felt tired and took a rest(sleep). When I waked up it was 17:30 pm. The sun has begun to set and the wind has become a little cool then I thought about our garden where is filled with grasses. So I got my equipments and started working at the garden. I don’t like this kind of work because I’m afraid of all kind of insect or worm, even these words make me frightened. However, after finishing it and seeing our garden became nice again, I felt satisfied. Before supper, I did 20 minutes workout. I have done this for one month. I’m not fat, but I want to get some more muscles. I considered this article during my shower, suddenly I realized that looking back on your day like this when it has ended makes me feel the meaning of time, which is very good I think. My vacation has ended today and tomorrow I will go to company to work. I hope I would have a good day.

The kite runner when I was a college student, I watched a movie named THE KITE RUNNER. I remembered I was deeply shocked by the situation in Afghan and cried for Hassan. Later I brought the novel which was Chinese vision, I couldn't stop feeling sad when I read it. Last month, I brought an English vision from Amazon and have read2/3, I've still touched by the hole story even after so many years. This is a great book not only because of the friendship it had shown but also its introduction of the unknown Afghan world. I feel deeply sorry for Afghanistan, it's much sadder to read than hear from TV news. I wish we could have done something to stop the tragedy, I wish them good luck.